Tuesday, February 22, 2011

22-02-2011

22日 A grey day for me

I'm do not know what i wanna to write here,
now my feeling,
down
stress
just wanna have a big cry,

But
even i'm try my best
tear
still won't coming out

I'm trying to get my way to feel better.
why i cant do so?
what i'm still thinking about?
what wrong with me?
that non my business?
why i'm so care about it?
is it had been to me before?

I cant even to accept those kind of thing,
please do not tell me about that thing or problem again.
I'm really cannot afford anymore!
My heart,
was already shred,
please do not adding and adding those kind of thing to me,
I have no the patience to hear what you all talking about,
it will make my hurt more serious!

Seriously,
I cannot stand it already...
SOB

IS TIME TO CLOSE MYSELF

Monday, February 21, 2011

Friday, February 18, 2011

18-02-2011

18日

今天
第 154 天
终于
到来了
等着等着
今天
就在我眼前
18号快乐

感觉
很开心
也很悲伤
很不从容的
心里藏的沉默
今天再次呈现了

这次
又开始回想
很久很久以前
很甜蜜的那个样
有多么灿烂的笑容
很久已再也没有看见了
多希望再让我有一次机会
让我再看见你的笑容
那可爱的脸蛋
我就已心满意足了